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my mind is shrouded. this friday was typically a bit more than i expected it to turn out to be. so afterschool, johnny and i head over to luna's. since all of you (or maybe a few can be) aren't from the high desert area, luna's is this abandoned lot - named because the pawn shop next to it was called luna's pawn shop - where skaters put in rails and it has a huge jump and whatnot, pretty much the skating spot in my town. well, friday is skate day for all the skaters to go so it's pretty much packed with amateur skaters. so i chill with alison, edwin, jennilee, jaydene, and genista until around 4:30-5 o'clockish and we drive like, up towards the super market and the guys start doing tricks off the loading dock. by this time, there was only like a group of 10-12 skaters and genista and i were the only girls. i sit by myself for awhile, watching the view from this huge mountain hill of the loading dock and just chill, talk to brittany on the phone, and whatnot. mike and dennis keep me company and so i have to leave with johnny to go drop off genista and saul at genista's house. basically, we all meet up at jack in the box, and go to race night (as if the name doesn't make it more obvious than it already is). if you all didn't know: dennis is pretty much the apple of my eye, the most ridiculous and immature boy, but he is still totally handsome in his own way of sarcastic narcissism, ridiculous jokes, and... the most unique voice i've heard (so i've got a soft spot for voices, .... so what!). so basically, mike is one of my insanely greatest guy friends in THE world and says "denise, we should totally just drink and party at your house --- but just a small group of us." because 1) he knows i definitely do like dennis (... a lot), 2) dennis is shy and i totally am not, and 3) dennis was staying the night at mike's house. but none of this dawned on me until after i asked my parents, and they were totally awesome about it ("no drinking until your mom and i are home. and no puking in the house anymore."). so we stay at the mall for like half an hour, get bored, and go to valentino's/autozone. stayed there until about roughly 10:00. by then, i'm pretty much worn out from walking, talking, and making plans so suddenly last minute. and when i say last minute, i do mean the literal portion of it. i am basically a wreck by then, and i look like a mess. but still, dennis still approaches me, talks to me, laughs at my ill humor, and sticks around until mike/edwin beat his butt at skate. but that's only the beginning.
so, then the party is happening at my house. by then it's johnny, liz, edwin, brittany, mike, dennis, (my cousin) gabriel, my brother, and i. we do jägerbombs, tequila shots, and beer bongs. as in we, i meant liz, brittany, gabriel, my brother, and i. mike did one jägerbomb. so the guys (johnny, edwin, mike, and dennis) leave to go check out some other house party around 11:00-11:20-ish, and the rest of us start watching metalocalypse and falling asleep. midnight rolls around and they come back to my place (with robert in hand), and more jägerbombs/shots, tequila shots, and beer bongs ensue. cue the drunkness of the night. so we go to my backyard, dance to daft punk/justice/mstrkrft/sebastiAn/nwa and other jumbo music selections, and dennis asked me to play him a game of pool since mike was eating. i won, and he got jealous cause i was "good" at it and he "let me win." so my brother goes and plays dennis, and i sit down to talk with mike. mike then said, "yeah, when we were at the other house party, dennis was telling me, "lets go... i could be hanging out with denise instead or something." cue my butterflies at this exact moment. so by this time, it was around one in the morning, and people were buzzing it, but liz was pretty much gone. people were painting each other with my fluorescent paint and we were glowing under the black lights, but i started playing on some cinder blocks in my backyard that line my grass and dennis kind of follows me. so this is where we actually get to talk. dennis then comes in and says, "so i heard you thought i was cute" and i was like, "who told you that?" and he just said, "everybody!" well, i told him, "well, yeah, i can't really say no cause you're NOT ugly whatsoever..." and he was somewhat embarassed and chuckled nervously and said thanks. eventually everybody went inside and left us alone in the backyard, which was way obvious, and we got on the subject of relationships, his girlfriends, and rejection.. oh right, and he complimented me by saying, "you're like... really.. smart." and i just laughed and accepted it because it was cute the way he said it. then, out of nowhere, he blatantly asked me, "do you like mike?" and i was shocked and went, "whaaat? nah." so he says it quietly, "well, that's not what i heard.." and i asked, "who told you that?" and he said "nobody." so i ignore it, and just say, "no, mike and i are chill and great friends.. that's all." and he was like "oh... that's cool." but i did tell him i had a crush on a guy (but i didn't say ANOTHER guy, just SOME guy), and that he was a good guy but he was probably into another girl, and he said, "you should talk to him more." and we talked about rejection and i guess he didn't get the hint i was talking about him but whatever. it was dope.
by the end of the night, it was about four in the morning, and i was dead tired. dennis was scared from scary stories my brother told him about our creepy and haunted home at night, so he had a fit and i let him sleep in between mike and i (on the bed it was brittany, mike, dennis, then me) cause he didn't want to sleep on the end. i kind of nearly fell off the bed and he was too nervous to be next to me so he sort of spooned with mike and i found it amazingly and stupidly cute in an odd way. and the bed got really hot with him by me so i just gave up and went to sleep on the floor until about 6:30 and i woke up. then, in the morning, mike was talking to me in my room while dennis and edwin were playing pool out back and asked me, "you told dennis you liked another guy?" and i was like "did dennis tell you that?" and he laughed and said "yeah, he tells me everything." so i was like "no! i said SOME guy, not ANOTHER guy! that boy is tripping." so mike was like "i wasn't lying when i said dennis wanted to come back to your house to hang out with you." so when they had to leave in the morning (cause they had no ride home, and i was not smart enough to use my mouth and say my dad could give them a ride home), i got tongue twisted and nervous when dennis hugged me.
so please, in light of this night, help me answer this question: should i make the first move on dennis? let me remind you how cute he is, and no... none of this is a fabricated hoax. i DO need assistance so quick, help, before monday comes! what should i do about dennis?
oh right: hello children, i will try to post an introduction post next after this. i just had to get this out here ASAP.
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